Breaking the Motion

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Like high winds,  you move me, 

Pushing me in the direction that you seek. 

Limiting my resistance by damaging my own needs. 

I can’t grow when you try to control me,  

Ignoring my desires and muting my soul pleads. 

So I run to the nearest shelter hoping I can wait you out. 

Years go by,  as I see others drift about. 

Walking to the beat of your drum, 

Emotionless faces and pain a dulling numb. 

Yet, here I stand still awake!

Afraid of losing my own individuality,  by playing the games you create. 

The house always wins,  so I’m going against the odds. 

If I remain content in this house,  I’ll never have my own with a two car garage. 

So I am going to run till I hear the ocean hum, the sun sizzle, and the winds sang the unsung. 

Be nice, mind. 

Be quiet, heart. 

Be brave, soul. 

Peace & Love Always

By J. PETERS

 

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Authors Note :Poet

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Even with the odds against me,

I balance out,  muting the cries within me.

I possess the words of a soldier,  whose battle scars go unseen.

I place my hope within my prayers and work towards ending pleads.

A people pleaser, yet I still have one selfish bone that commends me.

*camera flash,  I cover my face*

Yes I’m camera shy so I rather capture the moment myself,

So that photo, you’re going to have to erase or else..

Forever i am the visionary not the vision.

They say in order to shine bright the room has to be dark.

But I’ll tell everyone, that I’ve seen the sun bring us daylight to even the darkest parts..

And the moon and stars act as a personal  guide through all the dark lores, with handheld pick forks, and a torch.

Bury me, so I can plant my seed,  I’ll give the universe the knowledge the divine encrypted within me.

Like a secret language written and craved gently in my souls seams…

I am the keeper of your dreams and protector of your consciousness.

Take note,  I’m the option to your option list.

Your reason to believe…

A mental sacrifice just to destroy any limitations that could  taint the knowledge and wish…

I be me,

Me be i

I me be

Be me i

Queen..  👑

By :  J. Peters

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Casanova

IMG_20171219_135412_20171219140404024I display you on a canvas for all of the world to see.
Showing your inner thoughts and motives behind all your schemes.
This one is for the books,  so that they will know of you, before you speak.

Serial lover,  you be the Manson to hoarse pleads.

Smiling widely at your own inflicted pain.

Yet you’re the most vain,

Burying your hurt in shit so that you’ll grow clean,  but no matter the beauty you will still stink,  of the bullshit you have sowed.

Reaping the hearts of the broke, but you can never know what it means to love from the soul.

To have your body touched without a physical caress.

To feel your heart flutter from the sound of your true loves breath.

Be you a fool that could never feel at rest.

Walking in the shadows putting out what little light is left.

But dear Nova,  didn’t you know that broken could be fixed?

But not your broken, huh?

You are shattered into smaller bits and scattered in places you would never be missed.

Funny how you see yourself,  ignoring the time I took to find those bits with no help.

Seeing the beast within you that made others bail.  Empowering the best in you,  at least that’s how I felt.

So damaged you think your wrongs ward off pain, but no love they ward off help.

I pray that you one day discover your true self and then karma comes and… yeah.. maybe one day the broken will become whole once again only to be shattered by their own games they played with a false win.

Peace & love always…

Be kind love,

be true heart,

Be focused mind…

J. Peters

Beyond the Body

Unconditional lover,
I drank your flaws and pour passion into your wounds so that you will heal.
Feeding you the very love that I sweat and fuse in my veins like honey in a flower and water in a cloud.

Within you I can be found.

I rain over your bad days so that you will blossom in May.

Be I the one who brings you sunlight and growth that helps you to sustain?.
Helping you to heal and rise stronger, wiser, and untamed..

I shall illuminate your scars so that I can show all and everyone,  your strength.

Gifting you with a truth that will hold your head and awaken your sixth sense.

Forever freeing your mind and erasing all vanities,

So that you can rest easy, without interruption from any enemies.

-rest assured ,

Be I the light,

Be I thorough,

Peace & Love Always

JnP

Heavy Lows and Light Highs..

Its two things I am not..
A quitter and a loser..
I give my all until there is nothing
left to give.
Remaining in first place ,
never too weak to win.
My hunger drives me and my passion rules my needs.
Be I one of few, yet the hope of many?
J. Peters

Broken Butterfly

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It’s took a mental breakdown,

a 3 year Hiatus,

and a brutal deeply consuming soul search for me to finally get the answer to my questions.
Who I am,

what I need,

and what I desire.

I realize now, I’m in my own way and as the saying goes, I found myself again.

I’ve learned that I don’t have to battle with myself to get out of my own way, that’s self destruction.

I have to let go of my past,

accept my truth,

build my future,

and listen to my guides.

Life is far less complicated,

once you learn to swim against the current to create your own wave.

Peace & Love Always

Jasmine

Never Settle

Advice for the day

When you’re in LOVE

Time never matters, EVER… 

I KNOW shit comes up,  

But if it feels like you’re the only one anxious to see the other. 

Then guess what? 

You are.. 

Don’t tolerate half or convenient attention.. 

You can either push their hand by playing their cards. 

Or end the games and let them know their are no alternatives. 

They’re either in or not. 

Simply because if you treat yourself like a option,  so will they…  

Be true, self

Be honest, love

Be kind,  heart. 

Peace & love

Always

By meee… Jasmine 

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The ones who want to see you fall,
Are the ones the closest to you.
When you start to stand tall,
Giving  life your all,
Family and friends who have seen you crawl,
Can’t help but to pull your legs from beneath you.
For you to do great means that they are doing worse,
They can’t handle,
Coming from the same place, and watching you eat first.
They want to be needed they, want you to be the old you.
Seeing you grow shows them what they won’t do.
So self entitled are the ones who feel if they helped you,
You are indebt
with them, until they can fly too.
Remembering only the bad,  and claiming that they know you.
Be careful, because there is nothing that they won’t do.

The Loveless

Karma will  unearth the malevolent and reward the fallen…

A person who has only seen love from a far, but has never felt it

will try to belittle love with useless words.

An opportunist intervening with mind games, dry spells, love spells, and fake hurt.

Destroying kismet love just to benefit for self earn.

Guilt tripping someone else’s soulmate so that they will remain under their loveless curse.

A sadist,

A masochist,

the worst.

Little do they know, all chains break,

they want to possess love even if theirs is fake.

Love is like water, no rock can contain.

Why hurt what fate will change?

Playing side to another’s main,

A persons history with their soulmate alone, wins and ends your loveless cunning game.

why disrespect yourself, just find your own love for you to claim.

If you take a persons freewill,

karma will build you up only to eradicate.

Gifting you with

every person you have hurt, pain.

Destroying you with

every bad scenario you have thought, 

shame.

Exposing you with

every lie you have buried,

infamous vain.

Karma will gift you pain….

Enough to drive you insane.

By Jasmine

 

 

 

 

Cunning

They stay reaching,

hands bleeding,

arms stretched out with strained eyes begging.

They need you to help them up, they need a blessing.

While you’re helping them up, they slowly pull you down to the ground where they were just laying.

Hurt, ignored, humiliated,  and waiting.

You become aware of the trickery a moment too late.

But..

The same way you fell will be the same way you rise, only with your own hands pushing away from the pavement now wise .

Dusting yourself off, you see the shock in their eyes.

You have fallen before so you know your way up without fearful cries.

They are the ones who will fall once again the same way they got up.

Point being..

Some hurt their selves helping others

Others hurt the ones that help them.

Deceitful with secret agendas and propaganda.

Know your worth and become more aware of

who deserves your time

and

who deserves your silence.