Breaking the Motion

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Like high winds,  you move me, 

Pushing me in the direction that you seek. 

Limiting my resistance by damaging my own needs. 

I can’t grow when you try to control me,  

Ignoring my desires and muting my soul pleads. 

So I run to the nearest shelter hoping I can wait you out. 

Years go by,  as I see others drift about. 

Walking to the beat of your drum, 

Emotionless faces and pain a dulling numb. 

Yet, here I stand still awake!

Afraid of losing my own individuality,  by playing the games you create. 

The house always wins,  so I’m going against the odds. 

If I remain content in this house,  I’ll never have my own with a two car garage. 

So I am going to run till I hear the ocean hum, the sun sizzle, and the winds sang the unsung. 

Be nice, mind. 

Be quiet, heart. 

Be brave, soul. 

Peace & Love Always

By J. PETERS

 

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Authors Note :Poet

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Even with the odds against me,

I balance out,  muting the cries within me.

I possess the words of a soldier,  whose battle scars go unseen.

I place my hope within my prayers and work towards ending pleads.

A people pleaser, yet I still have one selfish bone that commends me.

*camera flash,  I cover my face*

Yes I’m camera shy so I rather capture the moment myself,

So that photo, you’re going to have to erase or else..

Forever i am the visionary not the vision.

They say in order to shine bright the room has to be dark.

But I’ll tell everyone, that I’ve seen the sun bring us daylight to even the darkest parts..

And the moon and stars act as a personal  guide through all the dark lores, with handheld pick forks, and a torch.

Bury me, so I can plant my seed,  I’ll give the universe the knowledge the divine encrypted within me.

Like a secret language written and craved gently in my souls seams…

I am the keeper of your dreams and protector of your consciousness.

Take note,  I’m the option to your option list.

Your reason to believe…

A mental sacrifice just to destroy any limitations that could  taint the knowledge and wish…

I be me,

Me be i

I me be

Be me i

Queen..  👑

By :  J. Peters

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Casanova

IMG_20171219_135412_20171219140404024I display you on a canvas for all of the world to see.
Showing your inner thoughts and motives behind all your schemes.
This one is for the books,  so that they will know of you, before you speak.

Serial lover,  you be the Manson to hoarse pleads.

Smiling widely at your own inflicted pain.

Yet you’re the most vain,

Burying your hurt in shit so that you’ll grow clean,  but no matter the beauty you will still stink,  of the bullshit you have sowed.

Reaping the hearts of the broke, but you can never know what it means to love from the soul.

To have your body touched without a physical caress.

To feel your heart flutter from the sound of your true loves breath.

Be you a fool that could never feel at rest.

Walking in the shadows putting out what little light is left.

But dear Nova,  didn’t you know that broken could be fixed?

But not your broken, huh?

You are shattered into smaller bits and scattered in places you would never be missed.

Funny how you see yourself,  ignoring the time I took to find those bits with no help.

Seeing the beast within you that made others bail.  Empowering the best in you,  at least that’s how I felt.

So damaged you think your wrongs ward off pain, but no love they ward off help.

I pray that you one day discover your true self and then karma comes and… yeah.. maybe one day the broken will become whole once again only to be shattered by their own games they played with a false win.

Peace & love always…

Be kind love,

be true heart,

Be focused mind…

J. Peters

Heavy Lows and Light Highs..

Its two things I am not..
A quitter and a loser..
I give my all until there is nothing
left to give.
Remaining in first place ,
never too weak to win.
My hunger drives me and my passion rules my needs.
Be I one of few, yet the hope of many?
J. Peters

Broken Butterfly

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It’s took a mental breakdown,

a 3 year Hiatus,

and a brutal deeply consuming soul search for me to finally get the answer to my questions.
Who I am,

what I need,

and what I desire.

I realize now, I’m in my own way and as the saying goes, I found myself again.

I’ve learned that I don’t have to battle with myself to get out of my own way, that’s self destruction.

I have to let go of my past,

accept my truth,

build my future,

and listen to my guides.

Life is far less complicated,

once you learn to swim against the current to create your own wave.

Peace & Love Always

Jasmine

Nectar

 

Be I the womb
The beginning of life
Every men’s weakness,
More powerful than money
More sweeter than honey
A pearl in a flower,
Delicate, moist, and heavily devoured.
Be I the womb,
Your decision maker
Your time taker
Your warm evening slumber
And silky morning waker.
A gift from God,
gentle, smooth, & sweet …NECTAR… .
Peace & Love Always

-JNP

My Kind of Sleep

The kind of sleep
Where the sunlight is your alarm, the covers and sheets are tossed and thrown. 

Your eyes are crusted,  drool dried up on your cheeks, with your shirt half on. 

Deep, ugly and long… 

The kind of sleep, 
That you awaken from with an arm stretched high yawn. 

The kind that makes you feel confused and dazed for a minute long. 

Yes my kind of sleep

Heavy,  untimed,  long and sweet… 

Peace&Love always

By: meeee… Jasmine

Hold Up


You know my words pour thick 

Like honey with a slow drip. 

Be I  jasmine, a flower, 

sweet on the nose and lips like a first kiss. 

I’d spray the world with my scent. 

Praying they’ll awaken from within

Praying once they’ve notice, they’ve been still waters, like a rain storm they’ll began. 

I can only wish ,

that they’ll help me flood the world with knowledge.

Properly lift up our ancestors and please the spirits of the forgotten. 

Let’s crown thee Earth of abundant Love. 

Finally we all shall listen to the wind whistle secrets in flawless melodies from the heated core up under the grass and bugs. 

Just like a heart broken Singer, sanging from their core (heart) about their tainted love. 

Yes let’s heal this world together !

Let’s build this world for better .
Peace&Love Always

By meee.  Jasmine

Never Settle

Advice for the day

When you’re in LOVE

Time never matters, EVER… 

I KNOW shit comes up,  

But if it feels like you’re the only one anxious to see the other. 

Then guess what? 

You are.. 

Don’t tolerate half or convenient attention.. 

You can either push their hand by playing their cards. 

Or end the games and let them know their are no alternatives. 

They’re either in or not. 

Simply because if you treat yourself like a option,  so will they…  

Be true, self

Be honest, love

Be kind,  heart. 

Peace & love

Always

By meee… Jasmine