Broken Butterfly

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It’s took a mental breakdown,

a 3 year Hiatus,

and a brutal deeply consuming soul search for me to finally get the answer to my questions.
Who I am,

what I need,

and what I desire.

I realize now, I’m in my own way and as the saying goes, I found myself again.

I’ve learned that I don’t have to battle with myself to get out of my own way, that’s self destruction.

I have to let go of my past,

accept my truth,

build my future,

and listen to my guides.

Life is far less complicated,

once you learn to swim against the current to create your own wave.

Peace & Love Always

Jasmine

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Nectar

 

Be I the womb
The beginning of life
Every men’s weakness,
More powerful than money
More sweeter than honey
A pearl in a flower,
Delicate, moist, and heavily devoured.
Be I the womb,
Your decision maker
Your time taker
Your warm evening slumber
And silky morning waker.
A gift from God,
gentle, smooth, & sweet …NECTAR… .
Peace & Love Always

-JNP

The Real 

People will never do for you what you would do for them. 

They sit and watch expectantly as you go out on a limb. 

 The curse of having a heart too big , leads to mental disdain. 

Knowing , anticipating and accepting the pain. 

What a shame that love can bruise.

Damn shame your only worth depends on your use .

By: meee.. Jasmine

All Takes

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I hate flawed expectant people..
The dark side of expectations…
Expecting if it rains you’ll hold the umbrella over them, in their delusional world.
Expecting if they lose a dollar you’ll give them one of yours.
Don’t get me wrong, I understand having a persons back,
but they have to have yours too.
Nothing is worse than expectant people that take take take , but never give.
When they need you you’re there.
When you need them they’re busy or have to much going on to care.
People that expect you to do for them, without realizing you don’t have to do nothing.
Constantly taking without giving anything in return.
A selfless deed is called kindness.
When you take advantage of kindness,
you’re not only being a user,
you’re ending a relationship that had the potential to be great.
Peace and Love Always
By: meee… Jasmine

Art Clones

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No one is creating any more
just imitating, and duplicating..forgery..
A world of few originals..
If it’s already been done,
Then you were not the first.
Even if you perfected it,
It was not yours to correct…
In this world people are buying artist creations and claiming it as their own work, vision, and passion.
And starving artist are selling out for the pretty penny scraps of their worth.
The Mona Lisa is flawed and incomplete but is still held at the highest value.
Some things just shouldn’t be touched, remade, or bothered.
It takes the sacred and beautiful rare value away from it.
Just saying…
Imitation is not flattery, i don’t care who said it…
Create your own work….
let the past be beautiful…
Let new artist be priceless…
Peace and love Always..
By meee.. Jasmine

Tempt

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Stop ◼
How you give love is how you should receive it.
Pause II
Love someone, offer your heart from your body,  blend your mind with their words, close your eyes to their picture, show  them their worth and vice verse…
Pause II
Always starts with sweet first words, those first moments are all that you have to live for. Love to show whats hidden beneath the barriers of an aching heart you can’t ignore…
PAUSE
Love always began dry, like the sunrays 
Play ▶
read from the bottom to the top
Peace and love Always
By me… jasmine

Self Retreat

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My mood depends on the energy of all, my love is either non existent or raw.
I admit it’s hard for me to be myself, when everyone loves me for any and everything else.
The poet, the artist, the writer, the dancer, the party girl, the optimist, the planner, the healer,  sarcastic, sassy, the unveiler…
More or less…
Whatever they choose to describe me best.
I’m that person ,
But only for a while.
Can’t say I’m too proud.
At night in my bed is the only time i am alone with my thoughts.
Silencing my hearts pain with a numbing drink and mute loss.

Nonchalant

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People wonder why others opinions of me doesn’t really matter .
Good or bad,
They ask me how ?
I would say I’m just really secure in who I am, but truth is
I am my own worse critic.
There is nothing you can say to me that I haven’t already said to myself.
Good and bad…
I like to say I surprise myself everyday,
Saying things others only choose to think.
My value is what I make it,
My worth is what I tolerate.
I am me, that’s all I choose to be
For now.
Peace & Love Always
Jasmine…aka BBFLY

Savage

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I surprise myself everytime I talk..
It’s like every wrong word replaces every right word I thought.
Verbally I either put my foot in my mouth or remain rudely mute.
There’s no escaping my truth ,
when all i see is lies.
So I send my prayers up high!
Hoping God will give me clear skies and  wings to fly.
By ..Me Jasmine