Casanova

IMG_20171219_135412_20171219140404024I display you on a canvas for all of the world to see.
Showing your inner thoughts and motives behind all your schemes.
This one is for the books,  so that they will know of you, before you speak.

Serial lover,  you be the Manson to hoarse pleads.

Smiling widely at your own inflicted pain.

Yet you’re the most vain,

Burying your hurt in shit so that you’ll grow clean,  but no matter the beauty you will still stink,  of the bullshit you have sowed.

Reaping the hearts of the broke, but you can never know what it means to love from the soul.

To have your body touched without a physical caress.

To feel your heart flutter from the sound of your true loves breath.

Be you a fool that could never feel at rest.

Walking in the shadows putting out what little light is left.

But dear Nova,  didn’t you know that broken could be fixed?

But not your broken, huh?

You are shattered into smaller bits and scattered in places you would never be missed.

Funny how you see yourself,  ignoring the time I took to find those bits with no help.

Seeing the beast within you that made others bail.  Empowering the best in you,  at least that’s how I felt.

So damaged you think your wrongs ward off pain, but no love they ward off help.

I pray that you one day discover your true self and then karma comes and… yeah.. maybe one day the broken will become whole once again only to be shattered by their own games they played with a false win.

Peace & love always…

Be kind love,

be true heart,

Be focused mind…

J. Peters

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I Hate you

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You’ll never know me,
even if you tried
I’ll never forgive you,
even if you died.
There has been NO remorse for every night I’ve cried.
So why should I forgive your convenient lies?
Lies that benefit only your cruel despise.
By meee. Jasmine

Heartless

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Thought you knew,
Left you a note that told you we we’re through.
Now I’m left feeling guilty and unamused at the stupidity that comes from you.
Harsh words and apologies coming in sync leaving us both hurt and confused.
Feeding guilt to hold on to what we already lost.
Remaining miserable at happiness cost.
With you I feel bored with the routine.
Waking up and constantly entertaining your new big money schemes.
Our lies have suffocated us both with truth busting at the seams.
Its been over but you won’t let go no matter my inner screams.
With you begging me please asking me over and over what do I need.
*inhales..exhales*
Space for eternity is what i need..
A new life, love, scene…
If its meant to be it’ll be
But for now what I need is not what you can see.

by: jasmine aka beyondalleyes

Let Me In

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I make you laugh,
but you rather have what makes you frown.
Eyes wet you chase after love that can’t be found.
Holding onto what dangerously pulls you down.
Give a fuck about what others are thinking now.
I’m just trying to offer a chance to love you down.
Replace the pain with a pleasurable sound.
But you rather have what makes you frown.
Eyes wet you chase after love that can’t be found.
Forever banking on chance,
Hoping that’ll you’ll make something temporary last.