It’s took a mental breakdown,
a 3 year Hiatus,
and a brutal deeply consuming soul search for me to finally get the answer to my questions.
Who I am,
what I need,
and what I desire.
I realize now, I’m in my own way and as the saying goes, I found myself again.
I’ve learned that I don’t have to battle with myself to get out of my own way, that’s self destruction.
I have to let go of my past,
accept my truth,
build my future,
and listen to my guides.
Life is far less complicated,
once you learn to swim against the current to create your own wave.
Peace & Love Always
People will never do for you what you would do for them.
They sit and watch expectantly as you go out on a limb.
The curse of having a heart too big , leads to mental disdain.
Knowing , anticipating and accepting the pain.
What a shame that love can bruise.
Damn shame your only worth depends on your use .
By: meee.. Jasmine
Haters love when you respond to their bitter words.
It’s their only accomplishment.
They feel like they won something.
They feel as if your response is confirmation of their hateful words.
But in reality you’re just annoyed with someone constantly trying to shit on your life.
Like a conniving neighbor whose dog loves to shit in only your yard.
One wrong step can damper your day..
Haters love to see you miserable, as if you could feel what they feel regularly
Fortunately for you,
It’s nothing more than a temporary mood change.
While you’re still building & winning!
They’re still plottin’ and scheming on your downfall.
Peace & LOVE Always
You’ll never know me,
even if you tried
I’ll never forgive you,
even if you died.
There has been NO remorse for every night I’ve cried.
So why should I forgive your convenient lies?
Lies that benefit only your cruel despise.
By meee. Jasmine
Desire is of the essence of time,
the youths innocence attracts the mind of powerful elites.
Teaching them young to grow into a tricksters tool.
It seems a wise man worries more about another’s discretion, and very little about the chain patterned of self destruction.
How can a fool become wise?
Break the chain by warning futile minds?
Can actions have more power than words?,
They lead the way into the blossoming Lotus of doom,
Heavy feet resting easy in destiny’s deceitful tomb.
Burying the mind into a ground of dirt and irremovable bugs.
Planting dreams of luxuries that have no filler for loners nights.
Their pain temporarily voided with toxic liquid and hallucinogenic smoke pipes.
Seated on the worlds most sacred piety’s,
projecting a envious dream of their own life’s greed.
To think of how lonely a wealthy man has to be
to create a scheme were his own life is what others dream… written by me Jasmine
Dear Maya Angelou (my muse),
I do, now, know why the caged bird sings…
To be heard,
To be seen,
To soothe others,
To express self,
To remain sane,
To soothe pain,
Just to sing….
But over all
To be FREED…
Sometimes its better to make the best of a bad situation, than to let all of the negativity consume you and change you into what you detest.
Change is inevitable, work hard to remove yourself from a negative situation.
by jasmine aka beyond all eyes
The reality remains solid, giving up is the same as moving forward.
When you give up you let go and in order to move forward you have to let go, so are we all giving up on our old selves for our new beginnings?
Are we ever really finished with our past loss, sacrifices, and winnings?
by jasmine aka beyond all eyes