Breaking the Motion

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Like high winds,  you move me, 

Pushing me in the direction that you seek. 

Limiting my resistance by damaging my own needs. 

I can’t grow when you try to control me,  

Ignoring my desires and muting my soul pleads. 

So I run to the nearest shelter hoping I can wait you out. 

Years go by,  as I see others drift about. 

Walking to the beat of your drum, 

Emotionless faces and pain a dulling numb. 

Yet, here I stand still awake!

Afraid of losing my own individuality,  by playing the games you create. 

The house always wins,  so I’m going against the odds. 

If I remain content in this house,  I’ll never have my own with a two car garage. 

So I am going to run till I hear the ocean hum, the sun sizzle, and the winds sang the unsung. 

Be nice, mind. 

Be quiet, heart. 

Be brave, soul. 

Peace & Love Always

By J. PETERS

 

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Authors Note :Poet

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Even with the odds against me,

I balance out,  muting the cries within me.

I possess the words of a soldier,  whose battle scars go unseen.

I place my hope within my prayers and work towards ending pleads.

A people pleaser, yet I still have one selfish bone that commends me.

*camera flash,  I cover my face*

Yes I’m camera shy so I rather capture the moment myself,

So that photo, you’re going to have to erase or else..

Forever i am the visionary not the vision.

They say in order to shine bright the room has to be dark.

But I’ll tell everyone, that I’ve seen the sun bring us daylight to even the darkest parts..

And the moon and stars act as a personal  guide through all the dark lores, with handheld pick forks, and a torch.

Bury me, so I can plant my seed,  I’ll give the universe the knowledge the divine encrypted within me.

Like a secret language written and craved gently in my souls seams…

I am the keeper of your dreams and protector of your consciousness.

Take note,  I’m the option to your option list.

Your reason to believe…

A mental sacrifice just to destroy any limitations that could  taint the knowledge and wish…

I be me,

Me be i

I me be

Be me i

Queen..  👑

By :  J. Peters

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Casanova

IMG_20171219_135412_20171219140404024I display you on a canvas for all of the world to see.
Showing your inner thoughts and motives behind all your schemes.
This one is for the books,  so that they will know of you, before you speak.

Serial lover,  you be the Manson to hoarse pleads.

Smiling widely at your own inflicted pain.

Yet you’re the most vain,

Burying your hurt in shit so that you’ll grow clean,  but no matter the beauty you will still stink,  of the bullshit you have sowed.

Reaping the hearts of the broke, but you can never know what it means to love from the soul.

To have your body touched without a physical caress.

To feel your heart flutter from the sound of your true loves breath.

Be you a fool that could never feel at rest.

Walking in the shadows putting out what little light is left.

But dear Nova,  didn’t you know that broken could be fixed?

But not your broken, huh?

You are shattered into smaller bits and scattered in places you would never be missed.

Funny how you see yourself,  ignoring the time I took to find those bits with no help.

Seeing the beast within you that made others bail.  Empowering the best in you,  at least that’s how I felt.

So damaged you think your wrongs ward off pain, but no love they ward off help.

I pray that you one day discover your true self and then karma comes and… yeah.. maybe one day the broken will become whole once again only to be shattered by their own games they played with a false win.

Peace & love always…

Be kind love,

be true heart,

Be focused mind…

J. Peters

Beyond the Body

Unconditional lover,
I drank your flaws and pour passion into your wounds so that you will heal.
Feeding you the very love that I sweat and fuse in my veins like honey in a flower and water in a cloud.

Within you I can be found.

I rain over your bad days so that you will blossom in May.

Be I the one who brings you sunlight and growth that helps you to sustain?.
Helping you to heal and rise stronger, wiser, and untamed..

I shall illuminate your scars so that I can show all and everyone,  your strength.

Gifting you with a truth that will hold your head and awaken your sixth sense.

Forever freeing your mind and erasing all vanities,

So that you can rest easy, without interruption from any enemies.

-rest assured ,

Be I the light,

Be I thorough,

Peace & Love Always

JnP

Heavy Lows and Light Highs..

Its two things I am not..
A quitter and a loser..
I give my all until there is nothing
left to give.
Remaining in first place ,
never too weak to win.
My hunger drives me and my passion rules my needs.
Be I one of few, yet the hope of many?
J. Peters

Drank Meh

 

20170601_202913As queen I bring the sun,

giving all light in the dark.

I reveal the universe,  within our very hearts.

Be I a woman from the south, raised with manners to serve kindness to all untaught..

Pouring a special water into all minds so that they will grow. Feeding their souls “why’s” & “how’s” so that they will question what they know…

Guiding the weak and leading the strong.

I am here only to heal the lost,  strengthen the meek,  and rejuvenate the soul..

Drank from me the knowledge that I sow.

So that we all may reap the benefits of the glow..

By meeee.  JASMINE

Broken Butterfly

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It’s took a mental breakdown,

a 3 year Hiatus,

and a brutal deeply consuming soul search for me to finally get the answer to my questions.
Who I am,

what I need,

and what I desire.

I realize now, I’m in my own way and as the saying goes, I found myself again.

I’ve learned that I don’t have to battle with myself to get out of my own way, that’s self destruction.

I have to let go of my past,

accept my truth,

build my future,

and listen to my guides.

Life is far less complicated,

once you learn to swim against the current to create your own wave.

Peace & Love Always

Jasmine

Cheers To You

People will stick with you only when it benefits them.

Fake caring and even going to the extreme for you, while gaining off you.  

Nothing is wrong with feeding a person as long as they bring food too. 

Not just once or enough to notice, but close to how much you do. 

Beware of who’s there for the come up. 

Beware of who’s there only to build their self up, while taking from you. 

Their come up shouldn’t come from hurting, lying,  betraying,  fronting, or destroying you. 

Unconditional love doesn’t come with limits. 

Even if you hurt them, intentional pain doesnt make it okay or even.  

Especially when your mistake was never meant. 

Pain is pain,  you can’t bandage a wound with revenge. 

Beware of those only around in your darkest hour,  milking your vulnerability and insecurities. 

In your brightest hour they claim you’ve changed,  

Saying you’ve become fake or distant,  because they can no longer milk your pain. 

Use your name. 

Envious and manipulative..

Guilt tripping you into things. Blaming you for their games. 

Blackmailing and taking shots at your ego and kindness to see how much more they can take. 

Waiting for you to break or make a mistake. 

They’re mad that you’ve finally began to wise up and peep things. 

Reading their intentions , you claim no blame. 

They love desiring what you have instead of creating their own. 

Opportunist… 

A person who takes advantage of a situation for the benefit of self,  instead of  actually putting in the work needed to be in the secure position you’ve work all your life for. 

A person who feels entitled to a piece of your cake,  not caring how it affects you.  

They just love to take.

They deserve to benefit from your mistake, they say. 

They feel you owe them, because they were there with you in the dark. 

Unknowingly confirming they were only there for what they can get. 

See the truth for what it is. 

Its your fault too,  because if you met in the dark,  who do you think you met? 

I clink glasses with fate,  

Trusting in karmas wrath,

Moving forward from the past,  

Onto a new path,  

To you I wish no bad,  

Why fuck up my path? 

Just know, I know and it’ll never happen again. 

But I won’t put my past on my new begins. 

By meeee.  Jasmine

All Mine

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In a careless world,
Where you only give when it’s beneficial or a prideless beg.
You only help when asked,
You’re only kind when you’re hitting bad,
And you’re only honest when you’re mad.
Selfless is a thing of the past,
The only thing that matters to people now days is  whether  or not it’s them eatting first or last..

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The ones who want to see you fall,
Are the ones the closest to you.
When you start to stand tall,
Giving  life your all,
Family and friends who have seen you crawl,
Can’t help but to pull your legs from beneath you.
For you to do great means that they are doing worse,
They can’t handle,
Coming from the same place, and watching you eat first.
They want to be needed they, want you to be the old you.
Seeing you grow shows them what they won’t do.
So self entitled are the ones who feel if they helped you,
You are indebt
with them, until they can fly too.
Remembering only the bad,  and claiming that they know you.
Be careful, because there is nothing that they won’t do.