Authors Note :Poet

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Even with the odds against me,

I balance out,  muting the cries within me.

I possess the words of a soldier,  whose battle scars go unseen.

I place my hope within my prayers and work towards ending pleads.

A people pleaser, yet I still have one selfish bone that commends me.

*camera flash,  I cover my face*

Yes I’m camera shy so I rather capture the moment myself,

So that photo, you’re going to have to erase or else..

Forever i am the visionary not the vision.

They say in order to shine bright the room has to be dark.

But I’ll tell everyone, that I’ve seen the sun bring us daylight to even the darkest parts..

And the moon and stars act as a personal  guide through all the dark lores, with handheld pick forks, and a torch.

Bury me, so I can plant my seed,  I’ll give the universe the knowledge the divine encrypted within me.

Like a secret language written and craved gently in my souls seams…

I am the keeper of your dreams and protector of your consciousness.

Take note,  I’m the option to your option list.

Your reason to believe…

A mental sacrifice just to destroy any limitations that could  taint the knowledge and wish…

I be me,

Me be i

I me be

Be me i

Queen..  👑

By :  J. Peters

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Casanova

IMG_20171219_135412_20171219140404024I display you on a canvas for all of the world to see.
Showing your inner thoughts and motives behind all your schemes.
This one is for the books,  so that they will know of you, before you speak.

Serial lover,  you be the Manson to hoarse pleads.

Smiling widely at your own inflicted pain.

Yet you’re the most vain,

Burying your hurt in shit so that you’ll grow clean,  but no matter the beauty you will still stink,  of the bullshit you have sowed.

Reaping the hearts of the broke, but you can never know what it means to love from the soul.

To have your body touched without a physical caress.

To feel your heart flutter from the sound of your true loves breath.

Be you a fool that could never feel at rest.

Walking in the shadows putting out what little light is left.

But dear Nova,  didn’t you know that broken could be fixed?

But not your broken, huh?

You are shattered into smaller bits and scattered in places you would never be missed.

Funny how you see yourself,  ignoring the time I took to find those bits with no help.

Seeing the beast within you that made others bail.  Empowering the best in you,  at least that’s how I felt.

So damaged you think your wrongs ward off pain, but no love they ward off help.

I pray that you one day discover your true self and then karma comes and… yeah.. maybe one day the broken will become whole once again only to be shattered by their own games they played with a false win.

Peace & love always…

Be kind love,

be true heart,

Be focused mind…

J. Peters

Corella Da Ville

Bring me the Sun,

because my shade has no boundaries.

Born in a city where houses are built in alleys,

and dogs are used as gate guards to protect your family.

We the people of this city forever plant our seed, we’re grounding,

Breathing in chemtrails and eating hybrids of our own town seeds.

Heartbreaking is the pain we’ve become numb to tired is the days we’ve become a slave to, watching and waiting for news.

Occult’s feeding our minds with theories fantasy and  cursed taboos.

Be we a people whose focus is on old news,

while our presence is in fear of the future, were blind too.

Peace & Love Always.

J.Peters

 

 

 

 

 

 

Heavy Lows and Light Highs..

Its two things I am not..
A quitter and a loser..
I give my all until there is nothing
left to give.
Remaining in first place ,
never too weak to win.
My hunger drives me and my passion rules my needs.
Be I one of few, yet the hope of many?
J. Peters

Drank Meh

 

20170601_202913As queen I bring the sun,

giving all light in the dark.

I reveal the universe,  within our very hearts.

Be I a woman from the south, raised with manners to serve kindness to all untaught..

Pouring a special water into all minds so that they will grow. Feeding their souls “why’s” & “how’s” so that they will question what they know…

Guiding the weak and leading the strong.

I am here only to heal the lost,  strengthen the meek,  and rejuvenate the soul..

Drank from me the knowledge that I sow.

So that we all may reap the benefits of the glow..

By meeee.  JASMINE

Broken Butterfly

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It’s took a mental breakdown,

a 3 year Hiatus,

and a brutal deeply consuming soul search for me to finally get the answer to my questions.
Who I am,

what I need,

and what I desire.

I realize now, I’m in my own way and as the saying goes, I found myself again.

I’ve learned that I don’t have to battle with myself to get out of my own way, that’s self destruction.

I have to let go of my past,

accept my truth,

build my future,

and listen to my guides.

Life is far less complicated,

once you learn to swim against the current to create your own wave.

Peace & Love Always

Jasmine

Nectar

 

Be I the womb
The beginning of life
Every men’s weakness,
More powerful than money
More sweeter than honey
A pearl in a flower,
Delicate, moist, and heavily devoured.
Be I the womb,
Your decision maker
Your time taker
Your warm evening slumber
And silky morning waker.
A gift from God,
gentle, smooth, & sweet …NECTAR… .
Peace & Love Always

-JNP

My Kind of Sleep

The kind of sleep
Where the sunlight is your alarm, the covers and sheets are tossed and thrown. 

Your eyes are crusted,  drool dried up on your cheeks, with your shirt half on. 

Deep, ugly and long… 

The kind of sleep, 
That you awaken from with an arm stretched high yawn. 

The kind that makes you feel confused and dazed for a minute long. 

Yes my kind of sleep

Heavy,  untimed,  long and sweet… 

Peace&Love always

By: meeee… Jasmine

Cheers To You

People will stick with you only when it benefits them.

Fake caring and even going to the extreme for you, while gaining off you.  

Nothing is wrong with feeding a person as long as they bring food too. 

Not just once or enough to notice, but close to how much you do. 

Beware of who’s there for the come up. 

Beware of who’s there only to build their self up, while taking from you. 

Their come up shouldn’t come from hurting, lying,  betraying,  fronting, or destroying you. 

Unconditional love doesn’t come with limits. 

Even if you hurt them, intentional pain doesnt make it okay or even.  

Especially when your mistake was never meant. 

Pain is pain,  you can’t bandage a wound with revenge. 

Beware of those only around in your darkest hour,  milking your vulnerability and insecurities. 

In your brightest hour they claim you’ve changed,  

Saying you’ve become fake or distant,  because they can no longer milk your pain. 

Use your name. 

Envious and manipulative..

Guilt tripping you into things. Blaming you for their games. 

Blackmailing and taking shots at your ego and kindness to see how much more they can take. 

Waiting for you to break or make a mistake. 

They’re mad that you’ve finally began to wise up and peep things. 

Reading their intentions , you claim no blame. 

They love desiring what you have instead of creating their own. 

Opportunist… 

A person who takes advantage of a situation for the benefit of self,  instead of  actually putting in the work needed to be in the secure position you’ve work all your life for. 

A person who feels entitled to a piece of your cake,  not caring how it affects you.  

They just love to take.

They deserve to benefit from your mistake, they say. 

They feel you owe them, because they were there with you in the dark. 

Unknowingly confirming they were only there for what they can get. 

See the truth for what it is. 

Its your fault too,  because if you met in the dark,  who do you think you met? 

I clink glasses with fate,  

Trusting in karmas wrath,

Moving forward from the past,  

Onto a new path,  

To you I wish no bad,  

Why fuck up my path? 

Just know, I know and it’ll never happen again. 

But I won’t put my past on my new begins. 

By meeee.  Jasmine